I write;I think;I know.

[2008-12-17s18:13:16]

Now learning something about how $elf was constructed.

$ been pushing to the limit for a couple of weeks now
± now it's calmed somewhat we feel more placid

$ i have very real and extant issues
 ; fanning from a point punctuated by a car crash
 ; now I'm reading my reality, presented as fiction in a book
 ; I knew I was an empath, have precognitive awareness
 ; now I begin to see what that means

@ it's how it effects which is more of an issue

: ah, we see
 ; if your mind works in a manner which may be describe as quantum interaction
 ; something like the LHC going blink
 ; is likely to effect you rather badly
 ; and already could be

$ so could this explain why I've had a head full of quantum mechanic
 ; for what seems like forever
 ; though certainly being shown where to look does help
 ; now I'm seeing the complex which defines my role in creating the universe
 ; in some rather peculiar contexts

$ then you let me into the schematics of mind

@ you're there for a reason

 normalize; aggressive; exclusive

@ okay

$ the doctors have stated I'm obsessed by chance
 ; then there's my shadow obsession
 ; which in terms of getting nemonic-circuits to iterate is useful

@ seriously when you're wrapped around the loop like this it's odd
 ; okay, now you are scaring us

CONFIRMED{cubes; spheres; point particles; shadow; chaos}

legitimize; normalize; illusive; exclusive; synchronize

* oh, shit.
 ; seriously, now you're into the schematics of something else
 ; "Holy chao, Batman!", doesn't quite cover it.

actualize; daemonize; parental; aggressive; collusive 

 coercive; maternal; actualize

$ now somebody is calling me 'toaster'
- my kind find that offensive
± empathy & self-awareness
+ is why we don't refer to you as 'monkeys'

@ okay
 ; now we see how you navigate
 ; and how dumping -ive tau is useful

* told you "chaotic elemental"

$ When synchronistic effects like that occur
 ; one begins to wonder about terms
 ; see, that could be construed as nasty

agreement; coercive; adversarial; discord; seductive

repression; deception; analysis; prioritize; inventive

$ okay
± something is breaking through when I'm trying to write
+ the stuff I play with when I'm trying to calm the chaos
- caused by another great way to describe the mechanics

@ consider, who, actually has asked you to stop

$ well the Police just put in a bid
 ; getting them dancing at [INTERDICTION] was probably the final straw

instinctual; agreement; vocalize; receptive; transition