Smoking
Why do we feel the need to smoke in pubic places. To feel the need to fill time between spaces with seemingly pointless endeavours. And why so often do we find we need the internet to be able to do it.
I can do it in other ways too. But it's probably best if I stop. Or atleast limit the effect. Yet a scientific approach leads to the blackest of magicks.
So I do what I do. Look for the right things to say. The right things to do. The right places to be. The right buttons to press. But so often I find myself reaching for the off-switch. Because nothing, even that, feels right.
But sometimes we don't. So we begin to learn. To adapt to the changings.
Yet the patterns remain. So we play with it some more
And the patterns evolve.